Finally the sun is back up.
I need to whack myself for wasting the past few nights not sleeping well. Rainy nights are supposed to be wonderful for sleeping, right?!
Aye, I guess this is some form of self-discovery for me too. I never knew melancholy can cause me insomnia. I mean, I fall asleep real easy usually.
But these past few nights I can just lie down there at 2 a.m. and just start thinking of nonsensical stuff, all the what-ifs and what-if-nots and stupid shit and check my phone after some time and realize it's 3 a.m. and I'm still not asleep yet and I have classes early morning tomorrow.
All those old letters and cards. Birthday cards. My EIGHTEENTH birthday and NINETEENTH birthday ones. So funny, I feel so old now.
What is one supposed to do with all those? I doubt I'd ever throw them away. And I wonder what's happened to the other half of all that.
I hate feeling melancholy lah. And I also hate telling people that I am feeling melancholy.
So that's besides the point.
What's important is I'm tired, but I can't sleep.
And that sucks.
I need to whack myself for wasting the past few nights not sleeping well. Rainy nights are supposed to be wonderful for sleeping, right?!
Aye, I guess this is some form of self-discovery for me too. I never knew melancholy can cause me insomnia. I mean, I fall asleep real easy usually.
But these past few nights I can just lie down there at 2 a.m. and just start thinking of nonsensical stuff, all the what-ifs and what-if-nots and stupid shit and check my phone after some time and realize it's 3 a.m. and I'm still not asleep yet and I have classes early morning tomorrow.
All those old letters and cards. Birthday cards. My EIGHTEENTH birthday and NINETEENTH birthday ones. So funny, I feel so old now.
What is one supposed to do with all those? I doubt I'd ever throw them away. And I wonder what's happened to the other half of all that.
I hate feeling melancholy lah. And I also hate telling people that I am feeling melancholy.
So that's besides the point.
What's important is I'm tired, but I can't sleep.
And that sucks.
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